Today is Wednesday!

...And so begins another gloomy day of research and videos. I don’t remember how it started. Something with a post about another blog page and that lead to researching two movies which lead to a video, then another and yet another until I saw the video for “particle man” and said “why not?” so I clicked it! I remember feeling so very overwhelmed. In my opinion I can never find enough information on girls with autism. When I do it’s validating to know that there are others out there however this seems to be a new thing. I don’t know if it’s just talk outta my butt because I have been watching so many videos on it and knowing that is exactly what my life is like some days…Sometimes I don’t understand the ways of the world and I think it is just not meant for me to ponder such things. So I feel as if I am floating from day to day, learning anything I can in the process of just being. It seems for right now my life have been on hold, waiting…waiting for something…