Moving Again

It sucks sitting here waiting to move stuff. Yet again we are moving. There is really no one person to blame for the events of our lives over the past few years. The truth is we live with autism in our family and it impacts everything we do in our lives. I sit on my computer this morning and I find other blog sites out there. There are others just like us! My daughter Samara is autistic! She was diagnosed in December of 2010.I have stuggled for the past few years to accept this and any parent of an autistic child could tell you, this is very common and then some. I think about all the things I ccouldd have done with my life and I ended up accidentally becomming a mom. Well thats great and all. I know a lot about kids! Perfect, my work was all cut out for me. Be a mom, raise my kid, make her go to colledge. Perfect plan right? Wrong! Austim happend. Well it didnt just fall out of the sky she had it the whole time. It just came to my attention and I tried like hell to ignore it! Bad idea! LOL! Autism does not go away! We can pretend but its there. I often have to remind myself that it is an everyday part of who Samara is and I need to accept it in order to thrive and be sucessful for my life and hers. Its going to be a long story but it is mine and I hope it helps!